WAH LAO.danny got booted.sians.my supported hero in the show is gone.darn tt dickie micheal. lazy to write.will edit or add on soon xD.

arg! just awake and i realise rains over before im could catch it and damn! my dream got shattered due to the sharp tone of my home phone. had a hard time to sleep last nice. was coughing terribly up to 6 am till i finally had the luck to "accidently" dozed off.

cant believe it.arg.my body's aching.my room is all messed up.arg.

time to head to my paradise.nites all.ciaos.

my results are pretty screwed up as i guess.fcuked up. C 60-69 %.superbly disappointed by it. this time i swear i will not do it again. aloysius. i promise.

slam dunk slam dunk slam dunk!!!! without a doubt i will be a fan of hanamichi saguragi this life time.this comic never feel to crack me up and his never giving up spirit spurred me on greatly.for i have waste 3 months.now my new modules started, i swear i will not screw it up.


i may be unrealistic.but i wouldnt care. i believe. it's my story. it will go the way i want. just i believe in fairy tales do happen, or at least. my story will be one, a happy ending with my future loved one.


now.im fuelled.reignited.nothing gonna stand in my way again.


Live your old self behind.Reincarnate.
nike's new advertisement.i llove it to pieces.


gotta start in my hypothesis assignment soon =D.

*heavy sigh

i cant do nothing.futile attempts i guess.i wont lose myself to myself.
monster! i will f**king own u.
jus one day.i will rise erase it off.

hai.i will slp.

the roots of pain that were embedded in my has start to progress.getting back on its tracks. does it mean my efforts to stir clear of such events and feelings are down to the drain. it really seems like a dream, maybe more like a illusion. its as if i have done nothing. am i going to revert back to the demon?

is the flame inside me going out? tons of questions are bombarding my mind.my peaceful world is swirling. the image is cracking. i spread my wings. i cant fly, the weight on the tip are too overwhelming.

im losing my faith. myself.

but i refused.NEVER will i lose my grip on myself.i hope that i can hold out.

how i wish.someone.will be there for me.

i know im fading.maybe one day i will wilt and be carried by the winds of the north.but there are many things i want to fulfil, people i want to protect.god bless me.im feeling totally fucked.totally helpless.totally breathless.no one word can describle my feelings i guess.its a mixed.knnpccb.i jus wanna scream.ARRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!

dammit.
pcb.no mood to blog liao.

f**k!!

i met up wif a few frens.they reminded me of how i missed secondary sch days.oh maybe, how sucky is my current class.everything in my life happening seems so surreal.they help me to find my old love.the rekindled part.basketball.though it was really discouraging to see how crappy i was playing yesterday after a break of 9 months plus.well, shit happens in life.

i was talking to this guy online yesterday.he was exactly the way i was.feeling on darkness.feeling the strength that hatred granted him.anger.pain.arg.well.i wasnt able to do not shit as his position was not what i am able to go in and just help.lets hope something happens will shake his silly ideals.

i am gald things are happening around me.jus nice.events bringing me to my senses.im real gald.being a avid fan of anime.many sences got me pondering about things, enabling me to progress more into my thoughts. most importantly, they did what i wanted to but cant possibly achieve it. faith and power alone cannot nothing. all these always keep me intact with my original self. not straying away.

life's a game is the exact words i used to say. when the words came out frm his mouth. i wanted to show him what life is all about.the greatness of it. but i wouldnt do tt. or maybe, i cant. never a moment it was a game.well.enough ranting on this topic.it might never end.

well.some shit got me thinking again. i have my own thoughts about this world. god, ghosts. i got over this paranomal shit for quite some time. but somehow ppl ard me seems to have encountered them and shared their experiences with me. well, if i gonna believe in this shit, i gonna believe there is god, heaven and the netherworld. so much to take into account. most importantly, i fear that me being a wuss and being frighten of this crap. well. i drawn a conclusion to my self. until i encounter this paranormal freaks of nature, and they can harm me, then i will believe. well for such things to be seen, there are scientific explainations too. its sounds pretty logical and decent too. well who knows. we shall see. what i really wish to discover before death is tt there are other planets like ours having living creatures.if its humans it will even more cool. ^^v

hmmm. irc ion certain channels is getting crappy.they are debating on senseless topics and whats more, they talk as if it was some rocket science. com'on , stfu fags in those channels.

yay.i got loads to bitch about but my lazy bone caught on me again so...ciaos! xD

shall blog later, got loads to let off my chest.someone remind me! xD time to eat.

Mr brightside~
I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss

Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smok
eAnd she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—ches
tNow, he takes off her dress

Now, let me go
I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes‘
Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smok
eAnd she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress

Now, let me goI just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...

fear once again reign over my vortex.i wan to purge out but im exhausted.after reading wens blog.somehow part of it resonate with my feelings.i too am a wuss.hiding in my lil haven.i create a shell so real that everyone believed it but deep within i know everything happening seems so surreal.

i want to keep on flying
boundless wings resemble chains very well
without being able to go anywhere becauseof their weight
with childish eyes that i keep on losing

dun feel like continuing.how long should i be giving my best? with my mind all clouded.will i be able to break free of my chains and clear this fog?

im battled.bleeding real bad.somehow, im losing faith.alone i stand.i may look unfazed.never i was, never i will.

will there be a day for a mirale to save me? or will i crumple before that.

what a boring day.rooms unpacked.day unplanned. =
oh ya! pls.i didnt called u a whore.i merely used the word u used on urself tt day xDDD .=x.

what guys sound gay.then what u wanna me use? male counterparts? =
ps.i know im a english noober.

wens!! wad hiam.lets just say guys i know cmi.maybe i havent be socialising enough.well i dont know.lets jus say im picky and fussy.zzz.

tt xiaxue blog.photowhore like u did man.omfg.

shit balls.today i woke up at 1.48pm.my exams start in 2pm!!! i felt so hum at tt time.rushing the shit out of me.damn! but i managed to reached ard 2.25pm.^^v i felt like crap.i was practically braindead at that spick of time when i did the proceessed tree.

im so so so gonna flunk it. i was in a total trance.a living zombie at tt point of time.im so screwed if i fail it.my apm paper too.all i can do now.is...pray! =.= i gonna ace my communication skills.no way im gonna see myself sinking.i clearly see myself following my very old footsteps.but i do not have the will to yank me out of the entire lump of mud.

addiction once hit upon me
causing great misery,
a fresh start but history is repeating.
will my faith pull me through?

time will decide it all.
with seconds and minutes ticking away.
when will the destiny be revealed?

woke up.began the day in a daze.i tinking im becoming a no lifer.it feels so dumb to sit in front of the com seeing ppl in irc type and trying to tink of wad to do.although i've got a task of burying myself fer the exams.=\think i will jus eat n hit the sack again.

jocady.zzz.u're the oni tt noe this blog so far i tink.zzz.u're sterotyping me ley.simi womaniser.maybe.im jus too picky.guys around me.jus cmi fer me.lol.xDD

duh.wad a long lifeless day ahead.

omg.gers nowadays.hopeless.all wear skirts.not jus gers lah.women also.want to where.for heaven sake pls learn not to reval the forbidden details.i dont want to see see.gosh.it gets of my nerves man.show show show.show so much for wad.how i wish i had the amount of rage in me to yank off the damn skirt! zzzzz.

*to those ppl tt "reveal" de.

i hate it.teenagers are evolving.setting trends that are dumb.yucks.bozos! be like a lady, a open minded conservative one.hell yea, this kind turn me on. coupled with brains too. that would be perfect though. these unpolished jewels are lurking around. hope i dun land myself into a landmine xDDD

okok.i played my new game.so darn addicted to it now.totally warped me back to my kiddy mode.well.im flat after those gruelling gaming sessions and my exams. T.T

duh.pissed off.i slammed my book after flipping thru the pages.it is sure one so chunk of repeated thrashing talking.gosh.hope im able to pull it off this time.i'll work my mojo.gotta go with my flow.

amazingly i finish up my blog and it up & ready!

jocady.can i can i link you? xDD

i saw this somewhere, just wanted to share ::

If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle. If the horse has one front leg in the air the person died as a result of wounds received in battle. If the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes.

hohoho.testin.

a lil taggie is residing here ;)