kinda lazy to blog.heh.im still not asleep yet.well, considering if i should vapourise my other blog. ;D
well well.listen to a song and waves of buried memory hit me =\ oh well.tml teachers day!!!.nono.its today.lol.duno wanna go back to sch and sneak a peek how's it has been going, but its not a place filled with memories though.my life is pretty much screwed frm the start till now but i starting to get it to pieces, seems like i slipping off.its so ghetto.darn! well.shall pile up my thoughts later.my eye lids are slamming on me.so...ciaos!!! =DDDD

the world is so unfair, AH BENGS, yes. them getting pretty girls. whats this world becoming.this is so stupid.their moronic ways seem to interest gers. this explinas why im still single.lol.

so many things, so lil time.should i start earning money now? i wonder.

school.games.gers.sleep.work. shall i do all or drop some? hai.

one day i shall emerge.

=\ yst my onion rings was SO dark.i looked like a panda O.o .was superbly sleepy i suppose.i blanked out the spur moment i reached my cosy bed.a 3 hr nap did the trick and i felt much better and refreshed ;D.heh.was felt good wif the rain yst.the coolness of it pelting on me.washing away my thoughts.it'd nv fail to perk up my day <3

4 projects to go.heh.with 2 wks for my first to meet its end.so gotta lay myself on the frying pan before im late for all of it.well, im the master or procrastinating stuff.i've been trying to rid it but its seems like a parasite =\ although i've seen improvements but its not enough! well.wchool in 1 hr 37 mins time, i need 1 hr 15 mins to travel leh.lol.times running out.seems i gonna be late again.hehe. ;D

stupid wens.del or shifted her blog duno how to say one leh.

YAWN.crap.im starting to feel lethargic. =.= .well gotta prep for sch.hehehehehehe.;D

ciaos!

what do i do to ignore them behind me?
do i follow my instincts blindly?
do i hide my pride from these bad dreams and
give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
do i sit here and try to stand it?
or do i try to catch them red-handed?
do i trust some and get fooled by phoniness
or do i trust nobody and live in loneliness?
because i can't hold on when i'm stretched so thin
i make the right moves but i'm lost within
i put on my daily facade but then
i just end up getting hurt again

Oh yes I'm the great pretender
Pretending that I'm doing well
My need is such I pretend too much
I'm lonely but no one can tell
Adrift in a world of my own
I play the game but to my real shame
You've left me to dream all alone
Too real is this feeling of make believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're still around

FINALLY.tt sore loser lazy bummer michael GETS the donald duck boot. "YOU ARE FIRED!" apprentice finally did some humane booting.yay.

well have a whole chunk to pour out actually.but due to my piggish nature.i will leave out the incident tt got me so so so MAD.fucking taxis i should say.wasted my 15 bucks.screw them.if u want to know what happen.ask me.rem this taxi.7381(comfort cabby).nv take it.

yst went to ikea.got a couple of stuff.and i still got a couple of stuff i want to get to give my room a proper facelift ;D.

nothing much going on due to my monotone life.im a no life.gaming day in and out.lol.im getting fat.arg.shall start working out soon.well.today celebrated my ah gong and ah ma bday.yay.nice seafood dinner.700+.had buddha jump over the wall.YUMMY. =p

well.im LAZY now.going to get my book at borders tml <3

peace out.

FUCK YOU.

u dont know say u dont know.dont ACCUSE.2 of u fucking SWINES.

i dont care who u are man.i hate being accused.the worst part is YOU dont feel sorry at ALL.

it doesnt FEEL GOOD.assholes.esp when u are my loved ones.shit.SCREW it man.

cant freaking believe this SHIT is happening.bloods pumping in my brains now.

dammit!

hmmm.meet ms linda yeo recently, to be exact. it was when i was going home on friday. call it fate perhaps.

when i was exchanging a few sentences with her.i realised i perhaps did changed alot.well, to them it looks good.i mellowed, looked more hardworking or whatever. well, its just that im losing my zest and hype. typically, my lazy bone grew hugher. ;D well.im working on it. its kinda sad to see myself to wither away.fading away bit by bit.

the guy representing singapore to swim the english channel succeeded! yay.

today i had home cooked food. maybe its common of others though.but to me.i felt the warmth of my family.its been sometime i had that.a moment to take note of.the aroma of it brought me drifting into the time.how i missed the days i was so closed to my mother that my dad was jealous of.i couldn't sleep if my mama nv hugged me to.i was under her wings daily till i got my own room, till i wanted to be independent.it stopped when i was about 14? =p

crap.why must these horrid childhood and teen yrs memories have to creep in when im revisit my old beehive.

duh.im off.
later.

hah.i didnt know such a man would be spawned in this era.i kept my side of the bargain.did he? what a loser. i will filter him out of my sight totally.heh ;D he would be able to get me down.at least.a wuss cant.i guess none of frens would stoop to tt lvl in life.maybe his brain is gifted.given by dogs xD duh.i calmed down.a pansy ass cheap trick wun be able to get though.

though i may cuss a lil.lol.

my lifestyle is so so so wrong.i will change.my body is screwed.time hay wired.time to pigfest.yay.

arg.i sinned again.i planned everything nicely but a spur moment of temptation lured me in.now.i missed 2 days of school so far.

you've been hurt by unhealing pain and sadness
together let's carry each other's indelible stains
don't give up on living
i took your hand
Will i loss them someday?
i want to protect you and ur fading smile.so....
even if the resounding voice that calls me should wither..
even if it's scratched away by the winds with time
I will find you!
you, who've been hurt by unspeakable pain and sadness
dont say things like "i cant laugh" or "ihate people"
there's a meaning in everytthing in the unseen future
for now, you're fine as you are, i know a time'll when u realise it
YOU and ME, two have spoken.
one day, we'll understand each other

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