ok something gross happened.damn friggin gay see my irc chat.
FUCKING FAGGOT.

hi
sup
intro pls
after you
=]
40m
u?
hello<
fatal-> u there
hmm
u really 40m?
yea
why?
u?
18m
icic
where u stay?
bp
icic
wanan come my house?
for?
make love
2 guys?
u and me ma
guys
gay love?
ya
nah
why?
not gay

damn.should not play wif my fren using that nic.she was using ms\yandao.zzz.

so much to blog about.

bogged by projects.

shall update somewhere this week.

extremely exhuasted.

seriously needs to take a break.

T.T just finished a old school hk movie on ch8. dont know what the stated title lah but the ending was seriously touching and sad. though the storyline was kinda predictable, im a sucker for it. lols. after the guy skidded his bike, he didnt die but just because he wanted to sneak a peek at the ring he prepared again, he crawled to the bike. it exploded, yea, ripped him into chunks of meat. he was speeding after he changed his mind. wont go into details though as this will go on pretty long =]

done with my life of "5 mins more", a bad parasite tt pestered me for life. trying to rid it all this while. im getting my life into pieces. life's so tasty. i will slowly peel of the facade i created long ago than has been in infused in me. time to let the one seeking refuge in fantasy land to shed its veil.

Dance to life. maybe u'll miss the old me. and bold funky me, the evil one.shall be ard but no longer the leading character. the scent of paradox has lurred me in. time to soaked up and be the real me. =]]]

i dont know whats up with me these days. well, one thing is for sure is that im changing. a blend of my multi character all intermingling. im trying so hard to be the man i project to be, trying to reach my goal; but my old potato self binds me so hard.

I WANT TO CHANGE. i know i need it badly. but theres no motivation.

rain , my melancholy desire for it.
finally the angry skies shed its veil.
a illusion or me; myself deluding.
its calms my nerves, washes away
my accumulated troubles tt took toll on me.
its the element that joins heaven and earth.
the one the flow within me.
melting away my sorrows, my anguish.
for again, i am refreshed
trying to stand with tranquility instill in me.

when to mustafa twice.GOT my blue tooth.song bo! hehe. i saw 3, yes. THREE; freaking trans.one of it damn she male alike.zzz.utterly turned off. =.=

my date wif vampire 3 started to air =( wasted $$$ buying it.lol.]

my upcoming resolution is to finish up my proj! =.=

YES.the empty vessel JOHN got booted. YAY. ^^v

teachersssss day.skipped sch to attend it.lol.met up with my secondary mates.met linda yeo, tt's all i'd say.what a day, empty school...werent even allowed to attend the "party".boohoo.had to wait for the rest of the sch to be release before us ex-students were permitted to set foot in the premises. tt's 2 security officers, a fuking GL nigger tt give stupid answers, DOESNT he have a damn brain? okie, not a niggro, an ah neh.wth, it's so ghetto. screwed. lols.had some fun playing DOTA. =D teleported me back to those innocent playful dayz .

*added - damn forgot this part.the teachers were commenting, nice hair ,blah blah blah but i hate the part, "you LOOK LIKE" him la, tt superstar guy , tt singapore idol sly, i was like, "oh man, can u cut me some slack?!" let me look like myself, i have enuff of this thrash. WHY CANT they look LIKE ME!? gosh.

the ending of nip tuck.adrian killed himself =( a rebel, bled to death for love. dying, just to be with her; her soul, residing in her always.

i must comment. i totally am indeed speechless for the high tec and methods they used in the show. a level that far exceeds those of singapore flims. the sheer ability to invoke thoughts and trigger feelings has awed me.

someone remind me to see DUDE, where's is my car! on SUNDAY. thanks =]

a lil taggie is residing here ;)