great. i watched harry potter already now moms got free tix for this sunday. sigh. anyone wants in?

GFunk - Week 12 New England @ Kansas City says:
there was a drug dealer arrested in my neighbourhood and he had a sub machine gun on him

take a load of canadians life.lol

Sha Po Lang was totally awesome. though i thought i have seen it. hopes its not de javu(maybe spelling error.) again. its M18 btw. yea. only porn was like 1 second of tits. i think its m18 due to the blood. i swear man, its definitely best fighting flick to date. it blew me away. i think ong bak oso no fight, though i havent go see part 2 of it something called tom-yum-jun duno la. kinda obvious bout the plot to me but i think its not to others. heh.

the camera effects was fab too. and the settings too. finally a flick that considers all the minor details. everything looks so real and natural. yea. the wounds, breaking of glasses those shards shattering. yea. amazing. yea, im pushing it every action junkie should just see it!

saw harry potty, nothing captivating though except of the wonderous display of dragons. sweet. i only liked the backgrounds, scenary. sigh how i wished i could live in a world consisting of such magical tales and the vibrant display of mother earth by my side. flying through the clouds, fog and mist would be set me free. sigh. oh yes. the MAZE was totally awesome. damn, THATS what i call a maze.

so many movies coming, at least 5 movies i gonna catch next month. hmmm. anyone free? heh.

dum dum dum.

sigh. i cant sing on?

hmmm.i almost forgot. sorry lisa for the late reply. sg is 7 WHOLE hours ahead of where u're residing now. hope u're having fun ;D please do take care and more importantly, have fun! and yes, dont u forget my pressie!!! =)~

sigh.


peace out.

promises. how many of you keep them.

shattered.

pieces are all that is left.

tsk. excuses are enough.

i feel i dont belong here.

i never did.

sigh. when will my parents go? i want to end mine but my duty towards them is not fulfiled.

the world sucks.

it truely sucks.

mere mortals who dont even fit to lick my socks.

sigh. i want to destroy this world.

humans. politics. u people. tsk.
telling and spreading loads of bull daily.
deluding yourselves.

girls huh. want a good guy?
date ugly guys cos they will be faithful?
becos its a trend now?
deep down u all love bad boys.
cos he's dangerous, thrilling, defies the rules of the social circle.
then when u want to settle down u go to the good ones.
so good ones are thrash to have the remaining for you huh.

humans.

life.

earth.

blast these shyt.

crap. just for a fossil watch strap ( i went to repair) i have to wait 1-3months and whats more, FOURTY-FIVE BUCKS. zzzz.just a pathetic strip.wtf. hmmm.according to them, its specially flown for US, tsk tsk, pathetic shit. damn. oh well, i spoiled it, my bad huh. zzz.

well, noticed im still noob at gym, but im slowly getting better at it, kinda wasted those few weeks as it was not as solid as todays one. i found and corrected alot of mistakes. lol. hmmm. well welll well, shall gym and run 3 times a week for both.try to, very tiring you know? =( i need loads of energy~~~~

pandas back from chalet, meowie touched down. P.S. no 18 boxers pls. zzz.

projects tiding in in torrents.help.

wooooooooooo.

woooooo.

wooo.

im poor.

WOOOO.

im broke.

help.





=\

panda's on chalet thingy, meowies flown, honey, erm...missing? lols.my life's bland, dull...blah blah.

heh. perhaps its time for ALL HELL break LOOSE. yea, i mean im letting my other self out? i need a ever bigger, larger than life morphing. sick and tired of my antisocialnolifestuckwithboredom lifestyle. its time for some fun to kick in, time to soak in the 7 deadly sins. may my casanova self reappear? i dont know man. its being eons since i had some lean mean raw fun. NS is coming, so maybe i shall let my hair down and start mackin` it.

chances of it happening is like 80%. 20% is due to my ohsoconservativeandshypluslazyretardedmindedpotatoe form. OMFGWTFFTW, i missed a WHOLE LOAD OF FUN. in exchange of maturity? all for it? no way, had enuff` of it. period.

WOOOO.

crap, i forgot bout my projects and stuff. well well, am i shackled with the charm of no life? NOOOOO. someone help me.










help.





-.-" sigh.

women who blow up at me for nothing. FUCK. i detest it.
cant say it to her or i will get my puny ass kicked out.
damn. unreasonable crap. tsk tsk.

damn. exercising is so tiring =(
im not seeing results.
how how how.

i LEFT MY NEW TCZ in sch.
hope no china freaks kope it.
*prays.

damn.

tried to get tann but it was a futile attempt. i melted after half an hour. =~ . am i meant to be fair. sian sian sian. found out why im fat yet small, like a weak hamtaro. sian. decided to blow away the notion of sliming down and concentrate on a lean mass 1st =) so what if i cant fit into my old jeans? lol. i can buy new ones =D

dum dum dum. btw, lisa. sorry lah =.= stop owning me =\ i be husky one as to atone my sins can? lols.

boring life lately, many minor details left out as im just lazy to put them all in.

time to snooze in.

damn, saw a not bad a pair of shoes. but spending that kind of money...should i? =\ anyone wanna give it to me? santa, would u be sweet enough? *grins

im rotting...



*twiddles finger.



help.what should i do?



*twiddles finger even finger.



bahs.days are boring. life is. anyone want to ask me our please do. i will be so totally free for you. ring me ring me!! hah. i shall go play with the ant again. ciaos.

There is no egg in eggplant nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple... English muffins were not invented in England or French fries in France. Sweetmeats are candies, while sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat. We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square, and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.And why is it that writers write, but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce, and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So, one moose, 2 meese? One index, two indices? Is cheese theplural of choose?If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat?In what language do people recite at a play, and play at a recital? Ship by truck, and send cargo by ship? Have noses that run and feet that smell? Park on driveways and drive on parkways? How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while a wise man and a wise guy are opposites? How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another?When a house burns up, it burns down. You fill in a form by filling it out, and an alarm clock goes off by going on.When the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they are invisible. And why, when I wind up my watch, I start it, but when I wind up this essay, I end it?

this piece of essay spawned me 1 month of detention in school. Reminiscence brings the good old times. Heh. Well, guilty as charged. i didnt touch not to even mention scan through the pathetic papers. i know i need constantly refresh on current affairs as everything is inter linked; to my future of cause. but i think i shall stick to diversifying my usage of my word bank. i see no reason to up the standard here at all as people might not have a slightest hint of what im refering to then. so i think i shall rouse up my pen and start penning down thoughts of mine with what i have been taught. beautiful crafting of my eassy. perhaps.

shall go pack my room. peace out.

i love my family.the ones that will back me up i suppose.



thanks mummy


thanks DADDY


thanks korkor



i prolly dont have the guts to conjure up to spit out these 3 words.



i love you.everyone of you.


yep.


i always do but i nv said it ;D


as usual.no pressie this year from anyone.


thanks to those who wished me ;D


esp panda ^^


and yea. i know im moody now.


depressed maybe.


i know i walk a lonely road.


im deciding to face up and join in?


perhaps.


fade out.

fcuk.saw a new ad. SI 2

pls...


yes.


pls...


dont ASK ME TO JOIN.


no.no.no.

black, white and grey flicks starts to roll in motion. 39+ mins more and im no longer a teenage. where people will expect a whole lot from you, people factoring ur blunders. how i wish i could manipulate the ticks. nevertheless, i know i've grown definitely, though im still struggling to mantain my bearing and adhere to my calling. perhaps i will never find mine, in theres so many reasons, perception and etc. the balance of the world. should i just live life as life and go for what i deem as my other half? no one can tell you the direction and slowly the mist will be cleared.

i just want to learn learn learn.=DDD

and cherish people(those who fit) close to me ^^v

i love going thru other ppl blogs, being mesmerized and in awe of their (female bloggers) command of the fine language. i yearn to be able to yield standards of americans. one day i should be able to be on par. ^^ .

well, hate cocky ppl. wonder whos the cocky one eh? one who doesnt notice his steps, speak with eyes stuck on the ceiling. and worst. kettle calling the pot black. omfg. shawn. there was mere discussing, saying i ban men long fu? u gotta kidding me, if u're so sure of urself. bring it on my boy. if i win will u eat shit? lol. hell yea, u gonna eat ur words. noob, yes. noob. i never say i was great, but im careful and witty. ;D

been lazy these days. damn. o's are ending. and from what i hear, this year's paper is said to be a breeze. DAMN, why not in my time?! boo. shit happens in life huh. dum dum dum. 6 jan last day of studying. wooo. but exams on end of jan. crap. CHINESE NEW YEAR TIME. kns.

well, hairy potty opening on my bdae and there's NO LESSON. swee lah =DDDDDDDDDDD

btw, thanks dionne, u're really sweet ^^

much to blog but as usual, im fully siphon by the running, shall be more active and long winded the next time i bum it. meanwhile, peace out.

those taking o's jia you yea? joan, lisa, caroline, micky and the list goes on.. ESP panda! =DDD im waiting for my earthly treats and i serious need to unwind. muahaha xD thanks ney ways. hope ya all do well in it. dont be a failure like me and to realise that i wasted 17 yrs of my life now. i got so much to catch up.i think i at least need 5 years to hop on to the wagon of elites =( im lagging too much behind those smart farts (RI RGS etc.) time go take off and go try sleep.

i hate my mom's nagging early in the morning, its real gay. dig that.

tatas my peeps.

been toxicated.
poison run through my veins.
when darkness falls,
its energy multiply.

should i feed the devil within or purge it?
i wonder. theres no good or bad.
for that, i continue floating
but i know im falling.

lol. my hair became a topic in sch. lol. gay. well well, i learnt so much from many ppl so im now pretty confused with what to do.= (

dont ask me why. i dont know. or maybe the answer " i feel like it" i know u wont believe i would give up my <3 hair but i just wanna buff up, i cut my hair so i wont appeal to girls anymore. im ugly, period. i can focus on beoming lean ;D

aights.i look 5 years YOUNGER now.like a school boy. LOL.no way i could woo girls.lmao. xD

study.gym.study.gym.dad biz.study.gym.tan.gym.

hmmm? i got a new t-shirt from aust. heh. $69.90 with the tag. lol. yay. sweet!

heh. savour the last episode of rave to pits. <3 cliche epic of good vs evil lah. but thats what ppl who see. well, i shall go a lil on the depth part lah. i was moved can, love the author by twisting the plot. sweet. i wanna talk about the "evil character" luci, which i presume them lifting the name lucifer. the price of darkness. well, he just want to destroy the world of illusions, facade etc. all for the sole reason that he wanted to start afresh. dang. think none of u are interested. lols.

time flies by us.
memories are what is formed.
it is what we want.
but nightmares are there to haunt us.

i wonder, if a girl like elie would come along in my life. lols. hmmm. well, sit under a tree looking at ther stars, chatting till both fall asleep. lyingdown on the grass, head to head looking at the azure blue sky. well, these stuff are difficult to attain these days i believe.

beep! *smacks aloy.
muahaha, im bored. as usual.
my school's gym is not bad.
new equipment. though a bit small.
less people. nice people to go intensive.
im begining to hate class. noise.
im begining to enjoy silence.
im loving gu qin. painting.
but...
im fading.
im weaken.
im falling.

dreams i tried so hard to hold on to...

my bad guys. my part 3 never came. i had too much to write and i always tend to procrastinate stuff and it results me in having a memory leak. it nv fail to happen. thus i shall stop the part thingy and blog as per usual eh? =D

was just bumming about when this girl and i had this debate. she aint had depth i'd say. i wanted to say oh pls. shhh. i gonna own u so bad. but it ended up i continue trying to prove my point while she struggled to wriggle her way out. lol. it was about teenage girls selling themselves, those lolitas. to me, im okay with it lah. it doesnt concern me but i cant STAND fuckers that ask their bf to get customers or get banged while dating by other fiends just FOR MONEY. unfaithfulness is UNFORGIVEN. she was telling me what "ku zhong" thingy. com' on fuck that man. that was a translucent see thru desperate futile attempt to salvage the problem, lol. owned. feel so bad bout it lah, lucky she duno my blogs exsistance =))) the females are materialistics (singapore ones) aint it so? or maybe the cant endure hardwork, period. whats more to argue about.lol.

nuff' said. great, i missed the lunch appointment. bet my bro mom grams are having one helleva meal now =( and im at home hungry, what better stuff can be worked out? ahh.rave's not sent it YET, damn chuangyi, faster can anot. rave last episode oso want me to wait! booo. ahhh. gotta prep for sch le. blog on soon ;D

heh, tomorrows everyone starts school while i finally get to finish up my last holiday of 1 week that is given to us =D my ONLY hols for like in 1 year? pathetic lah. lol. i spent this week by working out i missed out on thursdays! crap. shall go for gyming later ;D

pretty exhuasted le. shall continue pretty much soon i'd say =)

heh. back to continue my crap. wahaha.

not exactly to carry on as after all, im feeling pretty lazy and lethargic due to my weird biological clock malfunctioning lah. i slept at like 6 am? screwed. i got no idea man, i watched soccer which i held no interest at all, i was just listening to how the MC was speaking and commenting. well, i realise i lose my interest pretty quick at i dont feel excited or the adrenaline. so i guess i gotta feed myself in order to get the act together. heh.

getting on another topic of mine. girls. yes. them. im pretty tired of the likes of such bull "u sure u no GF?", "aloy this kind sure got gf", "aloy, u got look, why not make full use of it. u teach me wu gong, ownself nv use" etc. pretty much as it goes, im still traumatized by my past resulting my inferior complexion. im very well aware of all my weakness and what im doing wrong. but somehow fear still dominates certain prospects of my life, gripping onto my memories, i refuse to take a step further. i rather slowly sink in then to risk slipping. its no lie that i say i have very few friends. friendster is a utter illusion, aint it so? let me ask u guys that are reading this. those who i trust online. i believe 90% of u NEVER seen me before. its okay if u seen me before. see the point that this is as far as it goes. but i know the day will come when i will ask you all out as u ppl are really nice ^^ im pretty much picky in the sense of characters. and damn those uber uptight and superficial ppl. judge ppl by its cover. WTF? thats gay i mean. i hate the blatant outrage of lies hurled against me, holy fcuk - i was named a playboy and flirt in sec sch. OMFGWTF is tt? i NEVER dated ANY of my sec sch girls can? some juniors refer me as daokia, lol. simply, i had no life then and i couldnt be bothered with such pansy stuff.

a thousand apologies for my disorganised content and im directly unloading the chunk that has been residing in me for eons.

yst, something happened which displeased yours truely. i tagged a frens blog as her bf was allocated in mjc, was pretty curious bout` his class as i have peeps in there, was just wondering. so i popped the question in her blog. then yst nite "she" msn me. and asked a whole load of questions like , whats ur agenda. i was easy bout it. in the end i was offended as it was him himself asking me using his gf account. i was like com`on cant u have the decency to tell me from the start? saying sorry now after u done it, arg fug off and you can be as low profile as u want for all i care damn, by saying quote " curiousity is just not a reason enough " those words made me almost rebuke back who the fuk u think u are. lol. damn, if u wanna be low profile just tell me, period. shit balls, that was some low life act man. dunk it.

ok, im listening to elvis!!!! and im mackin` it. time to prepare fer gyming. will update in a few more parts i suppose or maybe 1 more ;)

WOOOO.there will be approx maybe 3-5 update parts i gonna do? heh.DAMN, so much to update, i swear. just look at whats happening recently. ;D

Part 1

im transforming. the ideal guy thats i have been kinda projecting sub-consciously in my mind? i dont know but one things im god damn sure. im becoming better. i just know. maybe i may be bhb to what ppl might comment. HECK. i dont give a damn, cos its not like their comments have some magical adverse effects.

was a super filial boy can? i COOK for my mom tonight.woooo ;D steamboat.had to buy stuff and make the broth.black pepper chicken, sambal kangkong. HOLY SHYT. it was such a spread but seems so sinful as there was only me and my mother to wolf it down. i must say i improved but crap. i forgot to take a snap SHOT. =( well.my tummy has complaining as it wants to slim down? =p

yea, had started my exercising regime. my muscle is still kinda sore from my intensive workout 2 days ago, so i went swimming yst. yes, protein powder smells like milk! but dang. its tasteless, its like some sewage water when i down it. YUCK. but man, no shit bout' me getting my dream bod. whatever it takes i suppose. bought a tanning lotion today ;D and i realised im really too gayishly fair lah. so maybe i would look good tanned. just for a tryout x)) how im able to conjure enuff determination to do it.

*
side tracking abit. after swimming yst, when me and kelvin just decided to head to westmall to grab some drinks after our swim. but we met a pretty old lady, bout 50+? i suppose. she asked for our help to help her pull her trolley that is filled with 1 box and 1 plastic bag of books. of cos, thinking it was still early to head home or westmall, we agreed. i tried pulling 1st, fuck. it was so uber painful, the handle was like some sharp end of a table that constantly injects the burning tinge into my palm, my fren and i decided to rotate pulling the 30kg load of books. till i got so paranoid and decided to carry the plastic bag whilst my my fren pull the trolly with the box. we walked a certain distance (MUCH more than what she told us). lol. so we dragged ourselves to the place that she wannt unload them and get some cash. when i reached and see what happened(its a norm to them) but i went OMFGWTFFTW. 30kg and she got $3 for it. she offered to buy us a drink. we rejected. i was like WTF? a speckle of tear formed on my eye. its hard life man. so much work they do just for that pansy amount.that was a reality slap. i really empathise her. i gave all i had, bout 7+ and left. she felt bad bout' it but i left a happy man. i got pics on it. shes so dark can, prolly more tann than i can ever get in my life.

after it i and kelvin detoured and headed to westmall. i drew $$$$ and went for a drink, i was sweating buckets. damn the killer weather, luckily i din get a stroke. kelvin told me some pretty jacked up warped theory while reminded me of ZAFT chairman. it sounded so righteous and logical when u hear em'. "those who want to be pitied shouldnt be pitied. (this i agree la) Those dont want to be pitied, respect them and not pity lo" i was like hmmmmmmmmmm. but crap. it depends case to case la. and damn, u dont have to pity them can? know whats empathy? or u just wanna help out? make the world a better place? shit balls.pffft
*
im definitely recharged and motivated to try out so many things. HEH. i learned so many stuff. well, guessed what, had a HEART TO HEART talk with my dad. hell yea. it was like *pinches myself, a DREAM? for some reason it happened, dont ask me how. i got no friggin idea. but i was elated that i was able to express myself for the first time to him. it buttered me up with the infomation and yes, i had a dream come through *that i shall not reveal* lol. im more determine to enforce his business, i wouldnt let him fold up his salon and switch to driving taxi. i decided to go read up and look for my lecturers ( to ask advice lo ), before i start to market his salon. yes yes, i need u guys to help to ^^ shall tell ya next time. sadly just now he said some stuff that just null the effects of what he said yst but HECK. i have the special ability to filter stuff, well. heh. its alright, im still very enthu and motivated!

ahhh.shit, memory runs. guess i will continue part later or tml morning ;D

peace out.

a lil taggie is residing here ;)