i met up wif a few frens.they reminded me of how i missed secondary sch days.oh maybe, how sucky is my current class.everything in my life happening seems so surreal.they help me to find my old love.the rekindled part.basketball.though it was really discouraging to see how crappy i was playing yesterday after a break of 9 months plus.well, shit happens in life.
i was talking to this guy online yesterday.he was exactly the way i was.feeling on darkness.feeling the strength that hatred granted him.anger.pain.arg.well.i wasnt able to do not shit as his position was not what i am able to go in and just help.lets hope something happens will shake his silly ideals.
i am gald things are happening around me.jus nice.events bringing me to my senses.im real gald.being a avid fan of anime.many sences got me pondering about things, enabling me to progress more into my thoughts. most importantly, they did what i wanted to but cant possibly achieve it. faith and power alone cannot nothing. all these always keep me intact with my original self. not straying away.
life's a game is the exact words i used to say. when the words came out frm his mouth. i wanted to show him what life is all about.the greatness of it. but i wouldnt do tt. or maybe, i cant. never a moment it was a game.well.enough ranting on this topic.it might never end.
well.some shit got me thinking again. i have my own thoughts about this world. god, ghosts. i got over this paranomal shit for quite some time. but somehow ppl ard me seems to have encountered them and shared their experiences with me. well, if i gonna believe in this shit, i gonna believe there is god, heaven and the netherworld. so much to take into account. most importantly, i fear that me being a wuss and being frighten of this crap. well. i drawn a conclusion to my self. until i encounter this paranormal freaks of nature, and they can harm me, then i will believe. well for such things to be seen, there are scientific explainations too. its sounds pretty logical and decent too. well who knows. we shall see. what i really wish to discover before death is tt there are other planets like ours having living creatures.if its humans it will even more cool. ^^v
hmmm. irc ion certain channels is getting crappy.they are debating on senseless topics and whats more, they talk as if it was some rocket science. com'on , stfu fags in those channels.
yay.i got loads to bitch about but my lazy bone caught on me again so...ciaos! xD
