i dont know whats up with me these days. well, one thing is for sure is that im changing. a blend of my multi character all intermingling. im trying so hard to be the man i project to be, trying to reach my goal; but my old potato self binds me so hard.
I WANT TO CHANGE. i know i need it badly. but theres no motivation.
rain , my melancholy desire for it.
finally the angry skies shed its veil.
a illusion or me; myself deluding.
its calms my nerves, washes away
my accumulated troubles tt took toll on me.
its the element that joins heaven and earth.
the one the flow within me.
melting away my sorrows, my anguish.
for again, i am refreshed
trying to stand with tranquility instill in me.
