heh. back to continue my crap. wahaha.
not exactly to carry on as after all, im feeling pretty lazy and lethargic due to my weird biological clock malfunctioning lah. i slept at like 6 am? screwed. i got no idea man, i watched soccer which i held no interest at all, i was just listening to how the MC was speaking and commenting. well, i realise i lose my interest pretty quick at i dont feel excited or the adrenaline. so i guess i gotta feed myself in order to get the act together. heh.
getting on another topic of mine. girls. yes. them. im pretty tired of the likes of such bull "u sure u no GF?", "aloy this kind sure got gf", "aloy, u got look, why not make full use of it. u teach me wu gong, ownself nv use" etc. pretty much as it goes, im still traumatized by my past resulting my inferior complexion. im very well aware of all my weakness and what im doing wrong. but somehow fear still dominates certain prospects of my life, gripping onto my memories, i refuse to take a step further. i rather slowly sink in then to risk slipping. its no lie that i say i have very few friends. friendster is a utter illusion, aint it so? let me ask u guys that are reading this. those who i trust online. i believe 90% of u NEVER seen me before. its okay if u seen me before. see the point that this is as far as it goes. but i know the day will come when i will ask you all out as u ppl are really nice ^^ im pretty much picky in the sense of characters. and damn those uber uptight and superficial ppl. judge ppl by its cover. WTF? thats gay i mean. i hate the blatant outrage of lies hurled against me, holy fcuk - i was named a playboy and flirt in sec sch. OMFGWTF is tt? i NEVER dated ANY of my sec sch girls can? some juniors refer me as daokia, lol. simply, i had no life then and i couldnt be bothered with such pansy stuff.
a thousand apologies for my disorganised content and im directly unloading the chunk that has been residing in me for eons.
yst, something happened which displeased yours truely. i tagged a frens blog as her bf was allocated in mjc, was pretty curious bout` his class as i have peeps in there, was just wondering. so i popped the question in her blog. then yst nite "she" msn me. and asked a whole load of questions like , whats ur agenda. i was easy bout it. in the end i was offended as it was him himself asking me using his gf account. i was like com`on cant u have the decency to tell me from the start? saying sorry now after u done it, arg fug off and you can be as low profile as u want for all i care damn, by saying
quote " curiousity is just not a reason enough " those words made me almost rebuke back who the fuk u think u are. lol. damn, if u wanna be low profile just tell me, period. shit balls, that was some low life act man. dunk it.
ok, im listening to elvis!!!! and im mackin` it. time to prepare fer gyming. will update in a few more parts i suppose or maybe 1 more ;)
